paranoid.

everyone in the hse is fast asleep already except for me..
i don't feel like sleeping, cos i'm feeling troubled still.
sigh...
i'm gng for TP's band concert in the evening later with olivia and huanying.
hope there is tickets for us.
have to ready by 4PM.
and now it's approaching 4AM. -dangs-
approximately 12 hours left.
yawns.
worthless.
alright. i'd still better go to bed nw...
still, wide awake and still thinking through the days left..
till everything...

the deadline....
9 days are over, it's the 10th day.
can't be more foolish.. i'd rather you hurt meand let everything go...
and i'll move on....
don't let this be the abrupt ending.
i just need to know...